`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> Superficial Wounds
> Freaky Friday
> Jie Mei's 18th BIrthday!
> ILL
> Point of No Return
> Busy Busy Busy Me
> This Girl Never Learns
> 16th Sep 2004 (pt 2)
> *Happy 18* my sweet 18!! so gan dong! keke:: Yan ::
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Same routine for the day.Woke up at noon in a daze looking at my hp msg.it was dated 26th Sep 04, 0514hrs.This was the time i receive the msg.haha.it was Tong.I got home earlier than the rest therefore they had planned to have morning breakfast at 844. *crazy* i was in my sleep that i did not reply the msg.i was in my lala land..*dreams*Hence,after "breakfast" which was my first meal of the day,i was slacking and waiting for time to pass..relaxing.Phone rang and it was tong again.haha.i was shocked as it was meng's place no and the person talking to me was happen to be tong.this exaplains that the whole gang was camping at meng's place after breakfast.i took my own sweet time and went to join the guys. slacking was what we did and a game of mahjong. =)
Now i am here blogging at home as we were planning to cycle all the way to Changi Village.It will be another night riding.Meeting time: 7pm.An,Jason,James,Meng,Tong.i was having second thoughts whether should i go??feeling kinda of extra.so extra. or rather should i stay home?? i will be home alone. =(
Yan......??
Wonder what's got into me these days..i am so short circuit.i tend to flare up easily.*argh* this sucks.totally disaster.where's me?? the Yan that everyone use to love,use to know.I guess its gone and it will not be back.everything changes.I am so hopeless.The only thing in my life that keeps me going will be survival.I survived for my family and those who still love and care for me. I have no guts to face relationships now.I admit it.I chickened out.I want nothing from it.All these will increase nothing but troubles,pain and failures.I have failed too many times in a row.Its so scary.* painsss* my heart now is filled with hatred, disappointments and pain. I wanna move on with my life.I will.
Alright..lets just pray hard that the weather will be fine.its so cloudy out there. =\ Just like me.
rwd.26 Yan *i am so ill!!!*